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Uncertainty by ayafangirl, literature

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Uncertainty

Uncertainty And can I look you in the eyes And still remain myself? Or do I transform into the soul I keep up on a shelf? Does my darling get to see Just who I truly am? Or who I truly am not... the self even I don't understand So I will try, my sweet, to learn to open up and be true. To who and what I know I am; to put that trust in you. It is a risk It's also trust I'll take it Because I love you so much... I know not now what lies ahead As we lie down to go to bed But morning holds a whole new day-- of hope and understanding, I pray.

Thanks by ayafangirl, literature

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Thanks

Thanks. And I cry and I scream and I shake and I moan And you wrap your arms around me and I'm safe one again And I'm scared and confused I feel like I'm going to lose... And you smile I'm glad you're my friend No I don't know how you do it And I don't understand But just being with you: It makes me so glad 'Cause I love you and need you I'll serve you forever. You help make me whole- You hold me together.

SebastianxGrell Poem by ayafangirl, literature

You by ayafangirl, literature

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You

You. Hold me in your warm embrace, Take me to another place. Somewhere sweet and ethereal Numb my mind so I can't feel This world it makes me sick of Everything but you. Promise me rainbows with that soft kiss I'll whipser your name if that's what you wish Just suspend me In honey-glazed gladness... Tonight I want to be with you. So now allow me to close your eyes Lie down; I'll shield you from the lies That others try to put before you I'll be your strength so you can pull through If you just let me rest my head Upon your chest- It's time for bed. I'll sprinkle sugar on your dreams To show how much you mean to me

Lucky by ayafangirl, literature

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Lucky

Somewhere in the center of London, a clock struck midnight. It reached the ears of four beings on the snowy outskirts only faintly. Three of those beings didn't seem to notice. Aged 21 and 24, Lucas and Charles Harper were enjoying the delightfully drawn-out murder of Grell Sutcliffe, aged 22. The brothers were predominant figures in town and had been angered when the town's own gender-confused young man had befriended their little sister. Although he seemed to have no interest in her beyond that of friendship, little Ella had spoken of dreaming the long-haired effeminate asking her hand in marriage when she came of age. Needless to say, Luc

He Should Have Seen It Coming by ayafangirl, literature

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He Should Have Seen It Coming

A/N: Yes! Kuroshitsuji: my current obsession. Grell is da bomb and William is just so freakin' awesome! Combine them and you get this. This is one of my first Kuroshitsuji fics; I don't know if I'll get around to longer stories, but enjoy this! Disclaimer: I am Toboso Yana, and I now support SebastianxGrell and/or William/Grell. No, I'm just joshin' ya, I'm only aya and own nothing. Enjoy anyway! He Should Have Seen it Coming It's getting late. Most Agents will be going home soon. Of course, they don't have lazy subordinates who don't do their work. They don't have to stay late everyday as I do to keep order in the London Division….It

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July 23
United States
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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Hi!
Um...so how's life?

I tend to obsess over things I'm fond of, but that's OK! I promise to only scare you a lil' bit. ^^
Melikes anime. A LOT.
Melikes Taco Bell. A WHOLE LOT.
Currently obsessed with all things Sherlock Holmes, from the RDJ-Judesie Law and Guy Ritchie version, to the canon, to the modern day BBC series :)

I hate stupidity. And I guess I'm kinda cynical and scathing in personality. But IDC! Check out my poetry! Comment! Tell me about yourselves, I love making new friends to scare..I mean...torment...I mean...WORLD DOMINATION BY PENGUINS!
MUHAHAHAHAHA!

So I'm a yaoi fangirl. And I bit of an otaku. I like some slash. I've read all the Twilight books too and have Edward and Emmett fangirls for friends.
...So that makes me a bad person how? At least I'm open and true to what I like.

Current Residence: In ya mom
deviantWEAR sizing preference: ...what?
Print preference: huh?
Favourite genre of music: Alternative rock, punk, classical, and Weird Al stuff
Favourite photographer: AKIHA HARA FROM HANA KIMI! oh and Madame Dolores!!!
Favourite style of art: pencil and paper, baby!
Operating System: .....uh, ur mom?
MP3 player of choice: my green ipod nano!
Shell of choice: seashell!
Skin of choice: the skin I'm in
Favourite cartoon character: URG. A lot. Stewie, Brian, Kyle, Spongebob, ALL TEEN TITANS!
Personal Quote: 'dude. that sucks'

Favourite Visual Artist

Bernini, Carravagio, Jan Van Eyck, Renoir

Favourite Movies

Fly Away Home, Juno, American Beauty, Sherlock Holmes 2009 and SH2, Hard Day's Night, Avengers

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lostprophets, Linkin Park, MCR, Beatles, Mozart, Beetovhen, Rossini, E.S. Posthumous, Kimbra, Gotye

Favourite Writers

Emily Dickinson, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, John Keats, Piccoult...

Tools of the Trade

a spoon, a lucky pencil, a sketchbook...

Other Interests

Anime, food, making friends, computer time, reading, writing poetry, txting